Wednesday, August 3, 2011
"His love is all she knows, all she knows..."
SO stinking long since I've blogged, and truly I missed it. Tons of things were neglected besides my blog :/ including my house. Haha...cleaning is a drag. Unless its for a legit reason...like Kyle coming over, then its not so awful! ANYWAY, to update, we had a great revival. And by we I mean Higdon and Elkwood! They were both ahh-mazing. And of course all the ones in between..Toney, The Branch..so on and so forth! (: My life is so crazy right now. But I wouldn't trade it for AnYtHiNg. Me and the boo hang out every chance we get. I'm still planning on suprising him soon and showing up at Northeast, but shhhhhhhhh! Thats on the down low. I do miss my pals some though. Sorry guys, I haven't had time to actually just chill for a while. But i need a GNO soon. Like pronto.. (: Especially before all my girls get married. Its so CRAZY, thinking of all of us who before the next year or so won't have time to go out. It will be bills and marriage :P Which doesn't seem so bad..LOL! Well gotta go work out, and go to Sylvania tonight (: Peace & love guys...
Monday, June 27, 2011
How this dream became reality
Warning:this is the longest blog of my lifetime. However, the most special natural experience.So enjoy!!
Ahhhhhhh woah BUDDY! Almost a year since I met Matthew Kyle Young. wow. That's all I can think!(: He seriously has made the biggest impact out of ANY human in this world. SO anyways..I had always seen Kyle around places, and of course I thought he was uber adorable and sweet. But deep down inside i knew i could never have anything or shall I say, anyone as amazing as him. Well, *flash back* It was a year ago..this month when we actually "met". Rocky Branch was holding revival and as all of us holiness people know..ending up liking someone during revivals is inevitable. When I saw him this particular time..it was like seeing a light at the end of a tunnel. But reality pulled me back down, and I figured he would NEVER fall for lil ole Lauren. Needless to say, we didn't start dating or even "talking" then. However as time rocked on, the more we talked and saw one another, the more we "fell"..not in love, just whatever is before that(; But before long, Three months later on the day of my Sweet 16 birthday party, things turned for the better..and he surprised me, asking me to be his girlfriend. To be honest, I liked him quite a bit! We were together until January, and I thought I was content. But things weren't as I had hoped. He was still the sweet Kyle he had always been. & I thought things were OKAY, but we only talked every few days...and I had gotten ahead of myself, expecting more from him. I thought I was rudely awaken from the fairytale I had always dreamed of. I found myself being depressed and feeling PATHETIC 24/7..of course, he didn't know(; Needless to say, we broke up. Yes. Bummer. ha ha! But things seemed to pick up...I talked to other people or (tried) and yet again I was MISERABLE. Every time I would think something would work out with someone else..it failed, and I was not happy..I repeat NOT happy. My life was this way, well..a solid month. Then, out of the blue, the week 2nd week of February Kyle texted me. Shocking for sure. I hadn't talked to him one time since we broke up. Conversation time? 10 minutes. lol! All he said was that Brother Royce, my minister had went to Higdon and did outstanding.I still hadn't seen Kyle since we had broke up...but a few days later, he showed up at Stevenson. All I could think when I looked at him was... "there is my happiness. Sappy right? (; Surprisingly, he even came up TO ME and talked. :O <--that's exactly how i felt. And to make the long story short..he wanted me back! And I was sooooo apprehensive..but you do crazy things when you care about someone. And BAM..4 months later..I'm the happiest girl on this Earth.(: This second time dating is a totally different ballgame.The lord has blessed me so much. And I give HIM credit for sending me Kyle. Every day I'm with him is the best day of my life! No joke. And I Love Kyle more than I ever thought humanly possible! Are you still awake? hope so! Thanks for reading..check ya later!
Love, Lauren.
Ahhhhhhh woah BUDDY! Almost a year since I met Matthew Kyle Young. wow. That's all I can think!(: He seriously has made the biggest impact out of ANY human in this world. SO anyways..I had always seen Kyle around places, and of course I thought he was uber adorable and sweet. But deep down inside i knew i could never have anything or shall I say, anyone as amazing as him. Well, *flash back* It was a year ago..this month when we actually "met". Rocky Branch was holding revival and as all of us holiness people know..ending up liking someone during revivals is inevitable. When I saw him this particular time..it was like seeing a light at the end of a tunnel. But reality pulled me back down, and I figured he would NEVER fall for lil ole Lauren. Needless to say, we didn't start dating or even "talking" then. However as time rocked on, the more we talked and saw one another, the more we "fell"..not in love, just whatever is before that(; But before long, Three months later on the day of my Sweet 16 birthday party, things turned for the better..and he surprised me, asking me to be his girlfriend. To be honest, I liked him quite a bit! We were together until January, and I thought I was content. But things weren't as I had hoped. He was still the sweet Kyle he had always been. & I thought things were OKAY, but we only talked every few days...and I had gotten ahead of myself, expecting more from him. I thought I was rudely awaken from the fairytale I had always dreamed of. I found myself being depressed and feeling PATHETIC 24/7..of course, he didn't know(; Needless to say, we broke up. Yes. Bummer. ha ha! But things seemed to pick up...I talked to other people or (tried) and yet again I was MISERABLE. Every time I would think something would work out with someone else..it failed, and I was not happy..I repeat NOT happy. My life was this way, well..a solid month. Then, out of the blue, the week 2nd week of February Kyle texted me. Shocking for sure. I hadn't talked to him one time since we broke up. Conversation time? 10 minutes. lol! All he said was that Brother Royce, my minister had went to Higdon and did outstanding.I still hadn't seen Kyle since we had broke up...but a few days later, he showed up at Stevenson. All I could think when I looked at him was... "there is my happiness. Sappy right? (; Surprisingly, he even came up TO ME and talked. :O <--that's exactly how i felt. And to make the long story short..he wanted me back! And I was sooooo apprehensive..but you do crazy things when you care about someone. And BAM..4 months later..I'm the happiest girl on this Earth.(: This second time dating is a totally different ballgame.The lord has blessed me so much. And I give HIM credit for sending me Kyle. Every day I'm with him is the best day of my life! No joke. And I Love Kyle more than I ever thought humanly possible! Are you still awake? hope so! Thanks for reading..check ya later!
Love, Lauren.
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